Think about that. Mental Illness.
The words conjure up images culled from nightmares and terrifying movies. Glassy-eyed maniacs screaming and pulling their own hair, caged in mental institutions that could double for torture sites.
I wasn't mentally ill. I wasn't crazy. I just needed a little help sometime to force myself through patches of dark gray nothingness.
And then, in early 2014, I realized it wasn't getting better. I couldn't figure this thing out on my own. I needed to REACH OUT. To my family, to my friends, and--most important--to my doctor.
It was scary as hell.
But I did it. I reached out and admitted what I'd been going through. I told everyone that I was tired of stumbling through the dark--that I wanted to find and hold on to the light.
And it helped. It helped SO MUCH. I started therapy. I found meds that helped me. Life started to look like something worth fighting for.
I told my readers. I was scared to do that; scared to be seen as a failure. No longer superwoman. But you know what? They rallied around me. They shared their stories and their love. We built a community together, through my Facebook Friday mental health check ins, and we learned that it's okay to be different. It's okay to need help.
It's more than okay--it's crucial--to reach out.
So if you're suffering, if you're alone and afraid to admit you need help--please remember:
YOU ARE NOT ALONE.
We're here with you. We GET you. And we want you to reach out--we want you to hold on to the light with us.
All my love,
About the campaign:
#HoldOnToTheLight is a blog campaign encompassing blog posts by fantasy and science fiction authors around the world in an effort to raise awareness around treatment for depression, suicide prevention, domestic violence intervention, PTSD initiatives, bullying prevention and other mental health-related issues. We believe fandom should be supportive, welcoming and inclusive, in the long tradition of fandom taking care of its own. We encourage readers and fans to seek the help they or their loved ones need without shame or embarrassment.
Please consider donating to or volunteering for organizations dedicated to treatment and prevention such as: American Foundation for Suicide Prevention, Hope for the Warriors (PTSD), National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI), Canadian Mental Health Association, MIND (UK), SANE (UK), BeyondBlue (Australia), To Write Love On Her Arms (TWLOHA) and the National Suicide Prevention Hotline.
To find out more about #HoldOnToTheLight, find a list of participating authors and blog posts, or reach a media contact, go to http://www.HoldOnToTheLight.com and join us on Facebook https://www.facebook.com/WeHoldOnToTheLight